The Lightning News

I had this Scottish boyfriend in high school......
he was on his way to the Olympics as a gymnast...
his father beat the sht out of him on a regular basis...
he was a full-blown alchie @ the age of 17..... *sigh* ......
....is anyone surprized?!

One time he put an 'alka-seltzer' in the biology room fish tank.....
YES!!!...they all died. .......OK!!!......& SO?!!!.....
I asked him...*one time while we were making-out in the graveyard by the giant crystal rock.....*.
what was the point of that....to watch them die?

He died in a motorcycle crash on FieldPointRoad,
going 80 mph....he was loaded.......
he never knew what he hit.

meanwhile,
I had been exiled
to some 'academy' in degenerate Northern Nowhere....
* that was the Season after my oldman's 3rd wife.......
(my Grandmother chased his 1st wife down Cratona Pkwy w/a butcher knife & then had the marriage annuled)
his 3rd wife tried to run me over w/their car *
right!!...an 'Academy' out in the sticks!!................please
to finish my last yr.of high school.....
because my oldman's 19 yr.old wife didn't care for me
& my oldlady.....ummmmm........didn't care for any of us
.....soooooooooooo..............that's where I was
when I got a letter telling me that 'Benny' was dead....
..........................& I should just...............get over it.

My oldman died in a hospice, his X-heroine-addict-4th wife
was there beside him, Thank God, dying as well.
The last time i saw him i said to him,
'you did me a grave dis-service,
all that antroposophical-newage crap you taught me,
what if you're wrong!!....'
& he said,
'then I will apologise to God.'

My oldlady doesn't remember any of 'those times'.

& the
tree 'Benny' hit
is still standing.

There are no neat little Christian 'boxes'
when it comes to the Salvation of the Lord....
only His Mercy.

& a 'judgement'
is something one makes about oncoming traffic
not the condition of another person's soul.

*steps offa soapbox & grabs another vino*